Journey Though Cancer - Part One (Concerning my cancer: I have not lost hope) March 5, 2013

I have not lost all hope concerning my cancer. I have watched videos of Dr. Lorraine Day as well as others in reference to Black Salve. And yes I am aware of controversial stuff concerning her as well as concerning homeopathic stuff. I have also talked with an ARNP who has known a couple of people she knows who used Black Salve and who have went into remission. I know a lot of people are against using what the Lord put onto this earth and has been used for thousands of years as there is no financial profit in using natural herbs as you cannot patent it. But it is my belief that I have been alive as long as I have as a result of first, my faith and trust in the Lord. And second, as a result of getting off 50 pills a day and turning to what was naturally put on this earth. It is my decision and mine alone to not take chemo or radiation and the reasons for this are too long to go into in a status or note. Anyone wanting to know why knows how to contact me via phone and I can go over this with you. I lost many friends as well as family members sooner as a result. And it is my decision alone to use this Black Salve http://www.blacksalve.org.au/what-is-black-salve in hopes that it will drain this cancer out of me. I have used it once before for a cyst and it did drain it out. But it is a messy process and I have to stay in a sterile environment for the 3 weeks to a month while it is draining and not be exposed to germs from colds, coughs, running noses and other germs. As it will produce a hole in me where the tumor is. I have spoken to a couple of friends about this as it sounds like there is some hope in eradicating the cancer that is in my breast area. Not sure what will happen to the nodules in the lung area and how that will be dealt with. I am not taking this decision lightly. Rather I am seeking opinions from a few trusted friends. Friends who have been there for years encouraging me all along the last 7 years that my life took a drastic change for the better. I have a friend who is willing to coordinate making sure I get meals and have friends drop them off at the Church and only have one person bring the meals. I have a home health nurse 5 days a week that can change the dressings and help with my baths. I will talk to my doctor tomorrow to make sure that gauze and tape and rubber gloves can be ordered from the VA. I have sought the wise wisdom of 3 of my friends and I feel hopeful that this is something that could possiblly work at least where the main tumor has matastized. I know I was shocked with the cyst and how it completely drained out. I think the only problem I have is that I will be isolated for close to a month. My only physical interaction will be with my nurse. But I also know I am a strong person and have gone through so much and still ended up on the other side. So I ask that for my friends who pray, please continue to pray as I continue to seek the Lord for his will concerning this issue and for strength as I go through it. I will not start till after the 1st of April as I have to make sure my monthly bills get paid. Thanks for reading this note and for being a part of this journey with me. I am truly blessed to have each of you in my life. Love, Candy